Monday, August 10, 2009

Entangled cosmic connections

Became friends 8 months back – He was free so was I as he was a freelancer at that point and I job searching

Became great buddy – Specially beer buddies

Next he says I will be seeing someone when he gets back from an assignment in Chennai where he was for a month

Guess Feb. I was seeing someone by the time he was back

I said when he lost his job, that we will find one at the same time

April we find and are conformed in our respective new jobs

We join on the same day

Great jobs great fun and great satisfaction

Present day both of us have resigned (due to our own reasons)

Now both of us looking for a job

What does the cosmic path have in store for us next I wonder?

I know a new job , by means of an accident but will it be at the same time I hope this time is the same pay (as hi as his)

Monday, June 15, 2009

Ever hopeful

Filled with dreams

Bright new

Brand new

Hopeful schemes

Pastel shades

And Wedgwood skies

First light

Of loving

In your eyes

Soon to dim

And then you flee

Leaving me


With me

The things I fear

The things you said

Burning rivers

In my head

Bereft of all

We shared

My soul

So old

So young

So bare

Afraid of you

Of me

Of life

Of men……

Until the bright new


Begin again

The landscape never

Quite the same


A different game

Aware at last

Of what I know

And think

And am

And feel

The gift of love






Monday, June 08, 2009

Near Death Experience (Predestined Cosmic Event Designed For a Life Changing Actualization)

Part 1

I was washed ashore by the wild waves of my own emotional storm, deep in the ethos of my soul. The extent and meaning of which was so abysmal that it sent tremors of shock to my very roots.

Everything happens for a reason; I believe this statement now with all my heart. As I never thought in my wildest dreams that a near death experience would actually teach me the meaning of true love.
Two weeks ago, I was with GS (The initials of a soul whose name I have withheld on purpose. The purpose being, respect for the especial nature of the divine intertwined link between our souls) hanging out at a nearby coffee shop (a small earthy outlet run by a family) after work. It was a pleasant Friday evening and I was all excited about the approaching weekend. We were busy planning out a friend’s birthday gift. Well whatever the reason or the topic of discussion, the reason we were there was the fact that we wanted to spend time with each other. At around 10 pm we finally decided it was time we headed home (respective).It struck me suddenly that I had no petrol in my bike. And considering the city I live in, where petrol pumps enjoy the privilege of shutting down at around 10 pm. (to transcend into a sleepy halo back home. Oops!!! This was about the petrol pump employees and not the petrol pump that I just personified. By the way the petrol pump employees are certainly not on my favorites’ list .As I have on regular intervals been a victim of petrol theft, done expertly by these creatures in broad day light.) So we rushed to the nearest petrol pump which was on the verge of closing for the day. We went to the closest petrol stand and gave money to the petrol pump employee manning the stand (let me refer to him as PPE).The PPE raised the refueling handle towards the tank of our bike.


A load noisy and a sharp flash of light.

For a second the three of us did not realize what had actually taken place. So what really happened? Considering the fact that we were still alive at that moment of surrealistic shock.

To be continued................................